freak

i’ve been bogged a long time
despondent, so scared & always alone
swamps full of people
never anyone for freaky me

i need help
i feel stuck & trapped
i panic. sometimes. a lot.
please, help me be a better person

i’m ready to move on
to whatever the next thing life has for me
i’m done with this level of stupid
i’d like to move up in the class

help me get rewarded
help me feel peace calm love security
i need all the help i can get
to want to get up, to want to move

copyright 2007 by Kia Gabrielle McLean